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Non-News Update
It’s been a week you guys. Not my best week, either. Nothing terrible happened, don’t worry. Just, you know, one of those weeks. I feel bad not updating but I hate updating when I’m crabby. So here’s how things are going on the Secret Agent Josephine front minus my craby-ness (hopefully).
1. Bug still loves school! Woo hoooo! There have been no anxiety-tear-fests at all. She has only had one bad day and it was because one of her friends had to go to the office and she missed her. I’m so happy with Bug’s school. It’s such an answer to prayers.
Yesterday for some reason or other I was early to pick her up and I got to watch Bug’s class doing their physical education session. It was a crazy mess of kids running around in circles. And there she was, tiny little Bug with her cat ears bobbing along with the rest of them without a care in the world. I sat in my car and just smiled. It was kind of like watching her in her sleep. I just want to soak up every moment and never forget any of them.
2. The weather has sort of been pretending to be fall-like in the mornings. PraisetheLordHalelujah! I don’t think I can take much more of this humid heat that makes me feel like I’m molting right out of my neck skin. I try and try to pretend I’m in Paris and imagine myself living in a tiny apartment without air conditioning but when I start getting water stains on my bra, my imagination sort of sputters out and dies.
When Fall finally gets here, I’m going to appreciate it like never ever before. That’s what I vow. Feel free to remind me of this when I start complaining about my tiny wall heater that may or may not work.
I love my apartment. It’s full of sunlight and very bright and white. That’s why I picked it. I need happy bright space to work in. But I didn’t realize it was going to be like living inside a solar oven. When I first moved here, I pitied my neighbors who lived below me in the shadow of my upper unit. I felt bad for them that their homes were so dark and closed in. They have a yard that I don’t have but nothing grows in it because there is not enough sunshine. How sad, right?
But now? I’m totally jealous!!! They have shade! Who cares about plants!!! They don’t have to run their air conditioners which smell like a combination of old folks home and a cheap hotel room. I try really hard not to run my ac but sometimes…well you just have to breath without sweating. Anyway! Fall might be near so no more belly-aching for me!!
3. I am choking so hard on finishing SAJ in Paris by the end of September so it can be done in time for Christmas. I am my own worst enemy. I set up a really tight schedule for myself with two illustrations due a day and I have completely blown every single deadline. It’s almost like I would have been better off not making a schedule because now that I have one, I feel terrible all the time and then real procrastination sets in because why not? I’m already a failure anyway. I might as well eat the whole cheesecake. I play stupid mind games on myself constantly.
This is probably why I am not more successful in business because I’m driven but not always driven to do what I’m supposed to be doing. I’ve always had this problem. Even when I was working in cubicle land. Just ask anyone who ever worked with me. Deadline? Sure. But I need to make a rocket ship out of those cardboard boxes in the hallway that IT left behind first…
4. We filmed a promo video yesterday for my Little Hoo book that’s coming out officially on October first. That was fun. Well, getting my makeup done and dressing up was fun. Trying to complete a full sentence without saying um or something else awkward and dumb wasn’t so fun. I don’t think I’m going to have a career in tv. It’s a good thing I can draw because I don’t seem to be cut out for much of anything else.
It’s also a good thing Calee, who will be editing the video, is my friend and I trust her because I do not have high hopes that they got much good footage. I’m counting on some killer softening effects and good Amelie-esque French music to redeem the video. Anyway, we’ll see. I’m sure you’ll hear all about it when it is online to view—unless it’s awful, then you won’t hear a peep about it from me. What promo video? I know not of which you speak.
5. Bethany is back in California!!! I so wish that I could take time off work and steal Bug out of school so we could just go hang out with Bethany and her family all the time. Man, those were some good times back in the day when we used to do that for weeks on end. Now I’m lucky if I can make it down for one weekend day.
I did manage to get there last Saturday night and most of Sunday and I unpacked like a mad woman. It felt so good. I love unpacking and not thinking about work.
And of course Bug was so happy to be back with her best friend. Good times.
It’s good to have them back.
6. That’s all the news I have right now! How was your week?
P.S. To those of you who have left me reviews on my books: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you!! They’ve really made some of my bad days so much better. Thank you. If I had more time I think I would invent some kind of thank you party. But well, I’m behind and I’ve already procrastinated myself into a corner. But just know I’m dreaming of it. Because that would be fun!
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Remember that Photo Shoot?
I know it’s been ages since I mentioned the big wedding photo shoot we were involved in last April but I can finally share with you about it! It was so fun. My friend, Deb you see above, was a featured artist. She created this amazing painting that you see behind the bride and groom. (And now it’s on posters all around our old beach town so if you’re a local you’ve likely seen it.)
Many of these photos are by Bliss Blue Sky’s Photography. Five Crowns in Corona Del Mar from Erik Thienes on Vimeo.
Her husband, Erik (and our good friend) created this really pretty video of the whole event. It’s long but peaceful and you’ll see Bug at about the 2:57 mark and a small glimpse of my part in this shoot. I created the invitations, place cards and menu signs. They weren’t featured very prominently but you know how it is with weddings, it takes a lot of small parts to make something big and beautiful. I was happy to be included!
I always love watching Deb work. That’s how we met. She was pouring paint down a giant canvas when Bug and I happened to walk down the alley behind her house. Of course we were fascinated. She had twine tied onto the canvas in a leaf print pattern and the dripping green paint followed the twine to create this amazing abstract but organic feeling of a leaf. Someday I’m going to save up my money and buy a giant painting of hers. I love them and her!
I should have written about this way back when it happened because now I’m forgetting how everything went down. It was something like: Toby was supposed to watch Bug. I think they were going to do something fun together but then he had a terrible deadline he had to meet and Bug was stuck watching old videos on his couch and was pretty bored. She begged to come with me to meet everyone and say hi to our friends and I ended up letting her come along on one of my various trips between the shoot and Toby’s house. Of course all the photographers fell in love with her and she was invited to stay and model as an extra flower girl. She was over the moon.
Hair and make-up and hanging out with pretty girls in pretty dresses?! It was her dream come true.
Since I designed the wedding invitations and signage I knew that the colors of the wedding would be antique whites, grays and blues with an accent of bright orange. So on my lunch break (before the wedding procession part of the shoot where Bug would be modeling) Bug and I went and got our nails done for fun. There was a salon across the street and it was a great way to kill time. This was back when we still lived in the sticks.
Anyway, I made the mistake of telling Bug that orange was a special color in the wedding shoot and that we should get our nails done in that color. She happily obliged but what I didn’t realize was that she was dreaming up a matching tangerine dress in her mind that she would wear in the big photo shoot. So when we got there and they had a navy blue dress for her to wear she was very disappointed. She didn’t pitch an all out fit but tears were shed and everyone got involved.
I was so embarrassed. I had coached her that models don’t get a say about what they wear and how they wear it but apparently my coaching was not enough when it comes to Bug and her color preference. If you know anything from reading about her over the years you know how important color is to her. I really hope she grows up to be a fashion designer or a colorist or something someday so that all this hand-wringing I’ve done over the years will make a great story.
Thankfully the models and fashion people in the room had some tricks up their sleeve and someone kind coaxed her to try on the navy blue dress anyway, just to see what it would look like and then she could take it off and never see it again. I was about ready to pack her up and tell her her modeling career was over but they told me to give her a second chance. Tearfully she tried the dress on and then everyone went to town raving about how pretty she looked in it. How the dark color made her eyes sparkle and her tan glow…on and on they went much to my chagrin. I really don’t like to encourage diva behavior but it turned out some praise was all she needed to get her out of her funk. Shows you what I know. She thought she was the prettiest girl in the world and was all smiles after that.
But I’m glad it happened because modeling is not all pretty dresses and lovely smiles. I’ve seen enough behind the scenes to know that it is actually a lot of work and if you don’t have the stamina to keep a pleasant smile plastered on your face for hours on end even when you are in pain, then you really aren’t cut out for it.
We had a lot of fun and made a lot of new friends.
I made some business contacts which lead me to developing an invitation website which I’m really excited to announce is finally done!!!
Go ahead and click on through and check it out.
To tell you the truth, I’ve always been a little afraid to go public with my invitation design business because printing can be a bit trickier than web graphics. If you screw up (like make typos, which I often do) you’re out a lot of money and time. You can’t just upload a new graphic to a website and fix the problem in a matter of minutes. You have to go on press, schedules have to be moved, people have to be hired…typos can ruin a whole wedding. I guess that depends on your point of view but as a designer, it is a big risk for me. I don’t keep thousands of dollars in my bank account for reprints and I have to admit I’m a little terrified of bridezillas and their mothers.
That said, I’ve done a lot of invitation design over the years so with some encouragement from my friends, I’m finally going to make a business of it! I don’t have my prices listed on the website because every job will have to be quoted individually and it’s not cheap. I’m enlisting my friend Calee to help with quoting but we’re aiming for events that can afford $10-$20 per invite. That will probably seem crazy expensive to most of you but in Southern California that’s actually the going rate. In fact the really over-the-top weddings start at $20 an invitation—so you can see why I’ve been a little trepidatious.
Of course I’ll still be doing all the freelance jobs I’ve always been doing (at way lower prices) but this is a new niche I hope to go after. So if you know someone who wants a unique invitation, send them my way!
I’ll also be blogging over at www.brendaponnay.com too but I’ll mostly just share work-related things. I’ll probably double post here and there but keep all the personal stuff here. Check it out! I’ve been waiting a long time to share this all with you so I’m super excited and hope you like it!
