Tough Going

September 24th, 2005

I’ve been thinking about taking a little blog break. Which is silly because you know me, I always bounce back with something new to post in a day or two. I never take a real break. But I’ve been thinking about it a lot. I think I’m just slightly depressed. Nothing serious. But I am going to bring it up with my doctor. Just to be on the safe side. I know it seems really silly to be down when all my dreams are finally coming true. I just am having trouble staying upbeat on a daily basis. Sometimes I just want to be sad. I really wish I was a blues musician so I could take my pain and make beautiful music out of it. I tried. I dragged Toby’s old guitar out of the closet and broke two strings trying to tune it. I think it’s hormones. I think I’m worried about all the million and one things there are to worry about. I will be fine. As Toby says, “I’m toughing it out.”

I’ll be back! So don’t go too far away.

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